For once my fantastically world renound funny guy act let me down,must have been the cheap aussie piss i was drinking

He didnt have a brilliant night now they have stopped his anti inflamm tablets

He is crashed on the sofa wrapped up in a blanket. He doesnt want to take the morphine all the time, so took some mersyndol night strength which has helped a bit.

We spoke to the wreckers yard today who confirmed the car is indeed 'crumpled' and a write off, we sort of knew that as he had to be cut out but it was hard to hear it officially, Mr PP went pale when he was talking on the phone to them.

We are still waiting on the cops to interview, him - they are behind on their paperwork. I would like to be there when they come round - I wonder if they just turn up or do they organise a time?

He certainly isnt well or mobile enough to come to the station.

Hes still here with you Sam. Anything else is secondary.

That is true.

Very true. I think he must be a very lucky man - please see this as proof things are meant to be PP rather than things are going wrong.

Hi PP,

Only just read this....what a shock! My thoughts are with you both....

xx

Thank you.

He is crashed on the sofa looking very pale.

Poor sausage.

I dont like this one bit. His leg injury is more apparent, the doctor said its a large haematoma on it - not on the bone but when he wears shoes he has a really bad limp.

They xrayed it 10 days ago, I am hoping its not a hairline fracture

Hes just had his strong painkillers and is fast asleep, I keep looking at him - I wish I could take this away from him. I cant believe that 2 weeks ago today everything was normal in our lives.

Wish I could turn the clocks back. I know I cant but I just wish I could do something.

Weirdly and I wince as I type this....crazy shit like this can reaffirm how much we have in life and how much we really have to lose. I often think that we spend far too much time on what we haven't got and want, the material, and far too little time appreciating what we have been given, the people.

That is so true.

Im having a bad day today, really really bad - I am so glad he is in the bedroom so I can bloody cry in the living room without him seeing.

Its one injury coming out after another and although his lungs are better - he is now struggling to walk.

Shit I wish I could do something.

Thinking of you both. It must be very hard for you to watch him in pain & be so helpless to do much for him but the fact that you are there, loving & caring for him, is everything.
Big hug & stay strong, you can do it!

You know something?

I will say to anyone to appreciate those they love, if they piss you off then try to imagine how you would be without them in your life.

Your whole life can change in seconds.