Going home for indefinite period
#61
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
![Sunglasses](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/smilies/sunglasses.gif)
I haven't been to morcombe or blackpool since I was a little kid.
![Mummy in the foothills is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#62
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
Joined: Dec 2008
Posts: 3,054
![dboy is an unknown quantity at this point](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_balance.gif)
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
There is no fun fair anymore in morecambe - the area has become quite depressed over the years. Blackpool is still much the same with all the drunken yobs stumbling down the golden mile.
![dboy is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#63
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
Morecambe is an absolute dive these days. I come from a few miles out of Morecambe and it is embarrassing what has happened to the place.
![northernbird is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#64
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
Joined: Dec 2008
Posts: 3,054
![dboy is an unknown quantity at this point](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_balance.gif)
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
My father lives in Westgate and my step mother used to have a caravan park during the areas heyday. Not much left anymore - few run down bars in the west end, the odd ok eatery. Sad really,
Lancaster still has some charm although I would tend to avoid it on a weekend night. Heysham is worth a visit. Not much else I'm afraid. At least the lakes and Kendale are close by - lovely country side about.
![dboy is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#65
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
Yes I agree, I've been going there off and on my entire life. I can remember when the pier was blown over in the storm and 50 pence pieces all over the front.
My father lives in Westgate and my step mother used to have a caravan park during the areas heyday. Not much left anymore - few run down bars in the west end, the odd ok eatery. Sad really,
Lancaster still has some charm although I would tend to avoid it on a weekend night. Heysham is worth a visit. Not much else I'm afraid. At least the lakes and Kendale are close by - lovely country side about.
My father lives in Westgate and my step mother used to have a caravan park during the areas heyday. Not much left anymore - few run down bars in the west end, the odd ok eatery. Sad really,
Lancaster still has some charm although I would tend to avoid it on a weekend night. Heysham is worth a visit. Not much else I'm afraid. At least the lakes and Kendale are close by - lovely country side about.
![northernbird is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#66
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
Noooo, you are all depresing me. We are going to go into Lancaster a couple of times, we looked up some stuff to do. It looks like they have a lovely park, and some good markets, (now I have my fingers crossed) the guys like a good root through old stuff. All Dd wants is a paddling pool and a playground, she'll be happy.
![Mummy in the foothills is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#67
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
I agree about Morecambe. It's sad. I don't know why they let it run down so much. But I hear they're saving and doing over the Midland Hotel and that really is a gem. Perhaps it's a sign of better things.
Heysham is still great, I think, especially if you like history. Isn't the church there one of the oldest still in use in England?
Bev
Heysham is still great, I think, especially if you like history. Isn't the church there one of the oldest still in use in England?
Bev
![Bevm is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#68
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
I agree about Morecambe. It's sad. I don't know why they let it run down so much. But I hear they're saving and doing over the Midland Hotel and that really is a gem. Perhaps it's a sign of better things.
Heysham is still great, I think, especially if you like history. Isn't the church there one of the oldest still in use in England?
Bev
Heysham is still great, I think, especially if you like history. Isn't the church there one of the oldest still in use in England?
Bev
![northernbird is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#69
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
Joined: Feb 2009
Posts: 821
![lancashirebird is an unknown quantity at this point](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_balance.gif)
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
Hey just heard that you are heading back, you was flying out as my mum was flying in, i did try to get upstairs, but the kids was running my legs off ![Wink](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/smilies/wink.gif)
![Wink](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/smilies/wink.gif)
I am so glad that the trip has sorted you both out, i think sometimes that is the best medicine for us all.
All i want to say is "Well done and good luck to you"
Cyber hugs {{{{hugs}}}}
LB
![Wink](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/smilies/wink.gif)
![Wink](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/smilies/wink.gif)
I am so glad that the trip has sorted you both out, i think sometimes that is the best medicine for us all.
All i want to say is "Well done and good luck to you"
Cyber hugs {{{{hugs}}}}
LB
![lancashirebird is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#70
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
Hi Ruby...sorry I've only just seen this thread.
I'm glad you and your daughter managed to go back to the UK. Now you've been there a while and realise it's not the place for you...you can go back to Canada and get on with your lives.
All the very best.
I'm glad you and your daughter managed to go back to the UK. Now you've been there a while and realise it's not the place for you...you can go back to Canada and get on with your lives.
All the very best.
![Smile](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/smilies/smile.gif)
![Jerseygirl is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#71
Just Joined
Joined: Nov 2008
Posts: 6
![hippym is an unknown quantity at this point](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_balance.gif)
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
Hi Ruby,
I have been living in the US for past 11 years and tend to romanticize England and start thinking about moving back there every so often. Then when I visit I wonder what the hell was I thinking and feel there is no way I could move back there. However, the romanticism begins again when I return back stateside after a couple of months. It may sound silly, but you may want to write down your thoughts and feelings about being back in the UK each night before bed, then if when you return this side of the Atlantic you start idealizing life in Britain again, you can get the diary out and remind yourself how you felt when you were there.
I feel that I don't truly belong in either country anymore. England has changed so much since I left and America will never be home. And I guess, I have changed so much since I lived in Britain. It's not easy finding where you fit. Anyway, good luck and I hope you feel much more settled when you return to Canada.
I have been living in the US for past 11 years and tend to romanticize England and start thinking about moving back there every so often. Then when I visit I wonder what the hell was I thinking and feel there is no way I could move back there. However, the romanticism begins again when I return back stateside after a couple of months. It may sound silly, but you may want to write down your thoughts and feelings about being back in the UK each night before bed, then if when you return this side of the Atlantic you start idealizing life in Britain again, you can get the diary out and remind yourself how you felt when you were there.
I feel that I don't truly belong in either country anymore. England has changed so much since I left and America will never be home. And I guess, I have changed so much since I lived in Britain. It's not easy finding where you fit. Anyway, good luck and I hope you feel much more settled when you return to Canada.
![hippym is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#72
BE Enthusiast
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
Joined: Aug 2007
Location: USA
Posts: 367
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_pos.gif)
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_pos.gif)
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_pos.gif)
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_pos.gif)
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_pos.gif)
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![USAGypsies has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
Hi Ruby,
I have been living in the US for past 11 years and tend to romanticize England and start thinking about moving back there every so often. Then when I visit I wonder what the hell was I thinking and feel there is no way I could move back there. However, the romanticism begins again when I return back stateside after a couple of months. It may sound silly, but you may want to write down your thoughts and feelings about being back in the UK each night before bed, then if when you return this side of the Atlantic you start idealizing life in Britain again, you can get the diary out and remind yourself how you felt when you were there.
I feel that I don't truly belong in either country anymore. England has changed so much since I left and America will never be home. And I guess, I have changed so much since I lived in Britain. It's not easy finding where you fit. Anyway, good luck and I hope you feel much more settled when you return to Canada.
I have been living in the US for past 11 years and tend to romanticize England and start thinking about moving back there every so often. Then when I visit I wonder what the hell was I thinking and feel there is no way I could move back there. However, the romanticism begins again when I return back stateside after a couple of months. It may sound silly, but you may want to write down your thoughts and feelings about being back in the UK each night before bed, then if when you return this side of the Atlantic you start idealizing life in Britain again, you can get the diary out and remind yourself how you felt when you were there.
I feel that I don't truly belong in either country anymore. England has changed so much since I left and America will never be home. And I guess, I have changed so much since I lived in Britain. It's not easy finding where you fit. Anyway, good luck and I hope you feel much more settled when you return to Canada.
I completely relate to the things you said and I just wanted to say to Ruby that I think it is a good idea to write down her feelings too and to keep the notes nearby on bad days in Canada in the future, should they occur. Our memories can play terrible tricks on us - especially during our weaker moments. All the best to you Ruby and your decision to return. I'm sure your DH and DS will be happy to have you and your DS back with them.
![USAGypsies is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#73
BE Forum Addict
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
![](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/ranks/star.gif)
Joined: Jul 2008
Posts: 1,477
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_pos.gif)
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_pos.gif)
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_pos.gif)
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_pos.gif)
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_pos.gif)
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![fulwood has a reputation beyond repute](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/reputation/reputation_highpos.gif)
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
glad to read this thread. Hippym I do exactly as you do - in US pine for UK in UK pine for US. Next year I am going to back to UK for at least 2 months to see if I can move back there permanently. One thing I have learned is that I come from Preston. If I were to move back to Preston I would die - nowt there anymore as we Lancashire folks would say. So if I move back to UK I would live elsewhere - somewhere more scenic. Would like to live in Scotland actually. I am now 47 nearly 48 and have to think if do move back for good what would I do for a career. currently I am back in school studying to be a speech language pathologist. I need a Masters eventually and would like need at least 2-3 years experience before could work in UK as an SLP. So I still am looking at a good 5-6 years before I move back for good if I do..So I do completely understand where you are coming from. I feel as though no place is home really anymore but out of the two UK feels more like home.
Ruby glad you made trip and it helped you decide what place is best for you.
Ruby glad you made trip and it helped you decide what place is best for you.
![fulwood is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)
#74
![Default](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/icons/icon1.gif)
glad to read this thread. Hippym I do exactly as you do - in US pine for UK in UK pine for US. Next year I am going to back to UK for at least 2 months to see if I can move back there permanently. One thing I have learned is that I come from Preston. If I were to move back to Preston I would die - nowt there anymore as we Lancashire folks would say. So if I move back to UK I would live elsewhere - somewhere more scenic. Would like to live in Scotland actually. I am now 47 nearly 48 and have to think if do move back for good what would I do for a career. currently I am back in school studying to be a speech language pathologist. I need a Masters eventually and would like need at least 2-3 years experience before could work in UK as an SLP. So I still am looking at a good 5-6 years before I move back for good if I do..So I do completely understand where you are coming from. I feel as though no place is home really anymore but out of the two UK feels more like home.
Ruby glad you made trip and it helped you decide what place is best for you.
Ruby glad you made trip and it helped you decide what place is best for you.
![Mummy in the foothills is offline](https://britishexpats.com/forum/images/statusicon/user_offline.gif)