Yeah I have noticed I "cant be bothered" as much to try and rekindle friendships now

If I don't go into labour before hand from stressing out then I will be in on Monday next week.
Spent most of the day up the hospital today and had lots of tests and seen lots of drs and consultants etc, they wanted to keep me in for monitoring but cause of my phobia they'll let me stay home over the weekend, have to be back in first thing Monday though to drug me up and break my waters, they've agreed to let hubby stay in with me Monday night and i'm hoping they'll let me come back home Tuesday providing things go reasonably well.
Spent the last few hours trying to get family to help out with the kids and give them a break down of what happens and when.

I'm not in for a good weekend as i'm stressing about Monday big time, and there's so much I need to try and do over the weekend while hubby has to work

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh