Ally

I guess everyone knows me from a long time ago. I am married to a man
from Holland for almost 2 years now. He decided he didn't want to be
married anymore to me after 3 years of being together and 2 years of
marriage. He didnt even give it a try living in America. He got his
letter to get his k-3 visa and then he started chickening out. He
said he needs rtime to think. He made plans to see me at christmas
and then we will sign the divorce papers. I did so much to get him
here with me in America. I wrote to many many people senators and just
about everyone that would listen to me. I really do not understand
him at all. He says he loves me but he doesnt want to be with me. He
gets on my email and reads it every day. He calls me every day and
tells me he loves me, yet he wants a divorce. He is telling his
family and freinds that he is divorcing me yet he gets mad at me when
I tell my freinds. He has got me sao mixed up and confused. I was
just in HOlland 2 months ago and everything seemed ok. We went to
Paris and did alot of things together. In fact I made several trips to
Holland to be with him while we waited on his k-3 visa to be ready. He
doesnt even want the visa now. He fact he said, I wished you could
live here in Holland but I cant. I have 4 kids with my first husband
and he won't let them leave the country. I have custoday of the
children and I sure wouldnt give them up for this no matter what. I
guess I was a fool for beleiving love existed. I just want to say
thanks for putting up with my complaining and whining, it wasnt worth
it anyways. Once again God bless and take care,

Ally