Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
Nov 26th 2008 | 7:03 pm
#91
Lost in BE Cyberspace
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Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
That is one major birthday cake
Wow - this post has had me go through nearly all emotions....
Hope those that needed it that the karma has worked.
As for the detour into talk of Hollywoods and gemstones - well!!!
I never knew? I feel rather out of touch in that area, and best find my self a man for which I should 'gem up'!!!!!
If anyone can help - then feel free
Bx
Hope those that needed it that the karma has worked.
As for the detour into talk of Hollywoods and gemstones - well!!!
I never knew? I feel rather out of touch in that area, and best find my self a man for which I should 'gem up'!!!!!
If anyone can help - then feel free
Bx
will keep an eye open hun x
Nov 26th 2008 | 11:29 pm
#92
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From: Ontario
Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
Today is the funeral - have spoken with my OH and he is doing okay.
He says the whole household have been frantically cleaning this morning to keep their minds of it. I have no idea how he is going to cope with today - I am just happy he is there with his Mum and other brothers.
Am trying to spend my morning thinking about all the fun we had with Ricky and remembering him as the fantastic person he was. Eek here come the tears again.
He says the whole household have been frantically cleaning this morning to keep their minds of it. I have no idea how he is going to cope with today - I am just happy he is there with his Mum and other brothers.
Am trying to spend my morning thinking about all the fun we had with Ricky and remembering him as the fantastic person he was. Eek here come the tears again.
Nov 26th 2008 | 11:30 pm
#93
Fluffy Dippindoodle
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From: Newfoundland at last!
Nov 26th 2008 | 11:32 pm
#94
Fluffy Dippindoodle
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From: Newfoundland at last!
Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
Today is the funeral - have spoken with my OH and he is doing okay.
He says the whole household have been frantically cleaning this morning to keep their minds of it. I have no idea how he is going to cope with today - I am just happy he is there with his Mum and other brothers.
Am trying to spend my morning thinking about all the fun we had with Ricky and remembering him as the fantastic person he was. Eek here come the tears again.
He says the whole household have been frantically cleaning this morning to keep their minds of it. I have no idea how he is going to cope with today - I am just happy he is there with his Mum and other brothers.
Am trying to spend my morning thinking about all the fun we had with Ricky and remembering him as the fantastic person he was. Eek here come the tears again.
Hoping that things can only get better from here.
Nov 27th 2008 | 12:42 am
#95
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Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
big hugs Amy - tried to Karma you but need to spread my luurve a bit!!
Nov 27th 2008 | 1:02 am
#97
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Nov 27th 2008 | 2:07 am
#98
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From: cambridge ON , but originally ...otley, west yorks
Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
sending lots of thoughts to you all today , xxxx
Nov 27th 2008 | 3:28 am
#99
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From: back in Cambs
Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
Today is the funeral - have spoken with my OH and he is doing okay.
He says the whole household have been frantically cleaning this morning to keep their minds of it. I have no idea how he is going to cope with today - I am just happy he is there with his Mum and other brothers.
Am trying to spend my morning thinking about all the fun we had with Ricky and remembering him as the fantastic person he was. Eek here come the tears again.
He says the whole household have been frantically cleaning this morning to keep their minds of it. I have no idea how he is going to cope with today - I am just happy he is there with his Mum and other brothers.
Am trying to spend my morning thinking about all the fun we had with Ricky and remembering him as the fantastic person he was. Eek here come the tears again.
i really do know what you are going through, my heart goes out to you
The funeral to be honest was a blur i just blanked it all out, just felt extreme exhaustion after,
The old saying time is a big healer is very true, it took me a long long time to think of my brother without crying, Like i said before Amy cry as much as you want hun don;'t try and put a brave face on xx
you will remember him other than how he has died at some point in the future and remember the happy times,
Give yourself a virtual hug from us
Nov 27th 2008 | 3:50 am
#100
Sawdust making harpy
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From: Alberta
Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
Another hug and thoughts for all of your family coming from this way too
Nov 27th 2008 | 4:20 am
#101
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From: Normandy, France and occassionally Nova Scotia!
Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
thinking of you all today
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRsJl...eature=related
just think - only 3 more sleeps then me AND OH are back
Nov 27th 2008 | 5:39 am
#102
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From: Ontario
Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
thinking of you all today
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRsJl...eature=related
just think - only 3 more sleeps then me AND OH are back
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRsJl...eature=related
just think - only 3 more sleeps then me AND OH are back
I have managed to work myself into a right state one minute today and then okay the next. Just spoke with his Dad and that started me off again. Just can't get the thought of David carrying his brother's coffin out of my head
Nov 27th 2008 | 3:56 pm
#103
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From: B C
Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
Im sorry for your loss Amy.
Sending ((( Hugs ))) for you.
Sending ((( Hugs ))) for you.
Nov 27th 2008 | 11:10 pm
#104
Yorkshire Lass
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From: Selby, in the Vale of York, North Yorkshire
Re: Having a really BAD F'ing Day.
Big hugs, I know you won't think so at the mo, but it does get easier - time does heal!!!
We are all thinking of you today Amy
Emmjay
We are all thinking of you today Amy
Emmjay
