I have lived in Turkey for 15 years. Now life has kicked me in the teeth again and I am coming to the end of my limit of 'bad' things happening. In the last 9 months my husband has died, I broke my back and thank you to the hospital that I can still walk after an operation, I have moved house, and on Saturday I came home to find my cat dead by the side of the road! Now I am truly alone. I may get another cat in time, I always let a cat find me then I know it is the right one for me. I have to go to hospital today because my back is painful again and am hoping it is just muscular. Surely life will get better? I can't take much more that is for sure. I want to stay in Turkey as my life is here and me and my husband had such a wonderful 15 years here together, some lovely memories.
I wish for every one good luck and a good life, live it day by day and enjoy.

Sorry I heard ur husband dead and few bad things happened ur life
but i recommend u try refresh ur life again much as possible, trust me no person around the world witout problem. Dont worry Be happy life is short, try find one friend for feel good also all we need all the time our best friends pets they never let us down bye

sorry ,i hope things get sorted out for you soon