I am glad you are giving it ago, in a way, and I should have put that in my old post because dispite all the financial problems I am enjoying many thing and miss many things, HP, baked beans, oxo, PG I am lucky I can buy then where I live but...expensive, but it is a harsh country if you have little money! I think your health insurance is the biggy as you have learn't from these posts and it not just accidents to be worried about, on friday I discovered the most enormous tick on my son, Lymes disease is a biggy here, after hearing advice left right and centre in the end I just thought lets ask the Horse..(Doctor) who was very good explained it all, told us what symptoms to look for, risks ect, and that he would prescibe antib's if we wanted them, after his good advice we are leaving it and looking for symptoms, later today I recieved my insurence receipt! $150 of which I paided $20 on co-pay, this was for a repeat prescription! no medical! just, there you go and out the door, admittedly that means I don't have to go for 6 months but, very expensive if you have diabetes, as they would have to check you out! antidepressents by the way! that may tell you something of the American Dream