Lived in USA for 3 months, now im depressed.
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Re: Lived in USA for 3 months, now im depressed.
So, I have been visiting this forum for a while now and decided this was a good thread to make my entrance....
I actually had quite a similar experience to Caino...I went to USA for two months (Winston-Salem, NC) and loved alot of the things there that was just so different to the UK. The positivity, the friendliness, the music scene, the woman (similar to Caino, for some reason I got on alot better with USA woman than English, I don't know why, I think it was the general more upbeat attitude towards life which I love ?!?!) the cheaper houses, the space, the mountains .... I came back to the UK and though wasn't depressed, i was defiantly missing the USA and was looking at finding potential ways of moving there...
However after two months back in the UK, a USA "friend" came over to visit for two weeks and absouloutley loved England (or should I say Cornwall), the beaches, the countryside, the architecture, the lack of drive for success/money, the better work to life ratio....and to cut a long story short she also fell in love with me (and me her) and so we started dating....
So I then went back to the States a year later (to visit my girlfriend) and though I still greatly enjoyed USA, I noticed things in the day to day life that you dont in "vacations" that made me have a more real picture of the US. Things my girlfriend pointed out would quite often make me think, "oh yes, I do really miss that aspect about England...Or England are pretty good in that area" etc....
I still do really love the US (I have since returned another time) and now, will never get involved in the debate over which is better, the US or UK, I like to just say say they are very "different", neither worse or better, just different ! However I do think living in a place gives you a whole different perspective than a vacation, which can paint a false picture...
Also I would also recommend trying a moving if you are that depressed. I live in Cornwall, and (now) love it here ....
I actually had quite a similar experience to Caino...I went to USA for two months (Winston-Salem, NC) and loved alot of the things there that was just so different to the UK. The positivity, the friendliness, the music scene, the woman (similar to Caino, for some reason I got on alot better with USA woman than English, I don't know why, I think it was the general more upbeat attitude towards life which I love ?!?!) the cheaper houses, the space, the mountains .... I came back to the UK and though wasn't depressed, i was defiantly missing the USA and was looking at finding potential ways of moving there...
However after two months back in the UK, a USA "friend" came over to visit for two weeks and absouloutley loved England (or should I say Cornwall), the beaches, the countryside, the architecture, the lack of drive for success/money, the better work to life ratio....and to cut a long story short she also fell in love with me (and me her) and so we started dating....
So I then went back to the States a year later (to visit my girlfriend) and though I still greatly enjoyed USA, I noticed things in the day to day life that you dont in "vacations" that made me have a more real picture of the US. Things my girlfriend pointed out would quite often make me think, "oh yes, I do really miss that aspect about England...Or England are pretty good in that area" etc....
I still do really love the US (I have since returned another time) and now, will never get involved in the debate over which is better, the US or UK, I like to just say say they are very "different", neither worse or better, just different ! However I do think living in a place gives you a whole different perspective than a vacation, which can paint a false picture...
Also I would also recommend trying a moving if you are that depressed. I live in Cornwall, and (now) love it here ....
Last edited by Racso; Jul 23rd 2014 at 9:07 pm.
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Re: Lived in USA for 3 months, now im depressed.
Great first post! Welcome.
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What's happening with the "friend"?
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In my script....she's with him
Hence he now LOVES Cornwall as well.......
Hence he now LOVES Cornwall as well.......
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She is now my fiancée and we are planning the marriage for next year where she will hopefully (granting visa's) join me in Cornwall ....
Two years ago, when I had just come back from the USA, had I known I would be marrying someone from there I would defiantly have jumped at the chance of moving over there, however now I feel quite content within Cornwall (she also loves Cornwall) and so she is joining me over here. It is amazing how things change givein a two year gap....
Also, Camino, I would suggest losing your negative friends... When I first came back from the US, having noticed that positive people are so much nicer/funner to be around, I simply stopped seeing the majority of people who were constantly negative (however word of caution; there is a difference between being real and occasionally down beat on life and that of constant negativity) and found things so much better because of it. I lost some friends but now I have alot stronger community of people who are generally more positive...It is amazing how much positivity, and being around positive people makes a differene to how you view life..... Tis all about those positive vibes
Two years ago, when I had just come back from the USA, had I known I would be marrying someone from there I would defiantly have jumped at the chance of moving over there, however now I feel quite content within Cornwall (she also loves Cornwall) and so she is joining me over here. It is amazing how things change givein a two year gap....
Also, Camino, I would suggest losing your negative friends... When I first came back from the US, having noticed that positive people are so much nicer/funner to be around, I simply stopped seeing the majority of people who were constantly negative (however word of caution; there is a difference between being real and occasionally down beat on life and that of constant negativity) and found things so much better because of it. I lost some friends but now I have alot stronger community of people who are generally more positive...It is amazing how much positivity, and being around positive people makes a differene to how you view life..... Tis all about those positive vibes
Last edited by Racso; Jul 23rd 2014 at 10:02 pm.
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Ah, then she's in the US thinking, "Last night I dreamt I went to Manderley again . . . " Good luck to you both!
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I have just been given a job that provides the financial requirements, so now to work for six months and hopefully that will satisfy the visa people
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Excellent...I love a happy ending
(Did Rebecca have a happy ending?...getting senile...)
(Did Rebecca have a happy ending?...getting senile...)
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I am more a cabin in the woods/beach guy than estate owner anyway, (neither have I been married before, let alone murdering my previous wife )
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LOL -- the house was gone -- and with it Mrs. Danvers! -- but I think that Maxim and his second wife (whose first name we never learn) could afford to live happily ever after somewhere else, preferably not on the coast!
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"Rebecca" is one of my favorite books. I first read it when I was around 16 and I usually re-read it every 10 years or so - I guess I am a little strange!! I love all of Daphne du Maurier's books and absolutely love Cornwall - have very happy memories of vacations there when I lived in England. Now I just have to do with seeing it when I watch Doc Martin!
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"Rebecca" is one of my favorite books. I first read it when I was around 16 and I usually re-read it every 10 years or so - I guess I am a little strange!! I love all of Daphne du Maurier's books and absolutely love Cornwall - have very happy memories of vacations there when I lived in England. Now I just have to do with seeing it when I watch Doc Martin!
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"Jamaica Inn" is another good one -- I visited the actual inn she used for the story while on a holiday in Cornwall with a bunch of school friends in my late teens.
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Her short stories were great! Don't Look Now (Venice was never so sinister!) and she wrote The Birds too, along with some other hair-raising short stories. She was a master (mistress??) writer of the eerie....