Jitters
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Re: Jitters
Ok feeling totally overwhelmed today.
Teacher of my youngest has basically told me my son will struggle if he goes into appropriate age group in uk school. He is in term one in year 2 here in Australia and would be in term 3 in year 3 in the uk. Going to year 4 in September. She thinks he will not cope emotionally, socially, or academically.
Does anybody have experience of holding their child back a year? he has a July birthday so would not be that much older than his peers.
Flights are booked ! But husband not flying with us staying for 3 months to bridge gap whilst I find a job. Dragging his feet is an understatement
Sorting and brutally selling and donating to charity. Trying to navigate container quotes and still over on a 20 ft despite frantic sorting.
Have applied for a job and waiting to see if have been short listed.
I think I am slowly going mental this is so stressful, having to do everything on my own, it's like punishment for wanting to go back. People who have heard we are going back and not bothered with me for months/ years are suddenly interested in my well being and reasons for returning . I think I'm in the twilight zone.
Sorry enough rambling will get a grip now
Teacher of my youngest has basically told me my son will struggle if he goes into appropriate age group in uk school. He is in term one in year 2 here in Australia and would be in term 3 in year 3 in the uk. Going to year 4 in September. She thinks he will not cope emotionally, socially, or academically.
Does anybody have experience of holding their child back a year? he has a July birthday so would not be that much older than his peers.
Flights are booked ! But husband not flying with us staying for 3 months to bridge gap whilst I find a job. Dragging his feet is an understatement
Sorting and brutally selling and donating to charity. Trying to navigate container quotes and still over on a 20 ft despite frantic sorting.
Have applied for a job and waiting to see if have been short listed.
I think I am slowly going mental this is so stressful, having to do everything on my own, it's like punishment for wanting to go back. People who have heard we are going back and not bothered with me for months/ years are suddenly interested in my well being and reasons for returning . I think I'm in the twilight zone.
Sorry enough rambling will get a grip now
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Re: Jitters
Ok feeling totally overwhelmed today.
Teacher of my youngest has basically told me my son will struggle if he goes into appropriate age group in uk school. He is in term one in year 2 here in Australia and would be in term 3 in year 3 in the uk. Going to year 4 in September. She thinks he will not cope emotionally, socially, or academically.
Does anybody have experience of holding their child back a year? he has a July birthday so would not be that much older than his peers.
Flights are booked ! But husband not flying with us staying for 3 months to bridge gap whilst I find a job. Dragging his feet is an understatement
Sorting and brutally selling and donating to charity. Trying to navigate container quotes and still over on a 20 ft despite frantic sorting.
Have applied for a job and waiting to see if have been short listed.
I think I am slowly going mental this is so stressful, having to do everything on my own, it's like punishment for wanting to go back. People who have heard we are going back and not bothered with me for months/ years are suddenly interested in my well being and reasons for returning . I think I'm in the twilight zone.
Sorry enough rambling will get a grip now
Teacher of my youngest has basically told me my son will struggle if he goes into appropriate age group in uk school. He is in term one in year 2 here in Australia and would be in term 3 in year 3 in the uk. Going to year 4 in September. She thinks he will not cope emotionally, socially, or academically.
Does anybody have experience of holding their child back a year? he has a July birthday so would not be that much older than his peers.
Flights are booked ! But husband not flying with us staying for 3 months to bridge gap whilst I find a job. Dragging his feet is an understatement
Sorting and brutally selling and donating to charity. Trying to navigate container quotes and still over on a 20 ft despite frantic sorting.
Have applied for a job and waiting to see if have been short listed.
I think I am slowly going mental this is so stressful, having to do everything on my own, it's like punishment for wanting to go back. People who have heard we are going back and not bothered with me for months/ years are suddenly interested in my well being and reasons for returning . I think I'm in the twilight zone.
Sorry enough rambling will get a grip now
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Re: Jitters
Somedays are going to feel like that even more so if the teachers are adding more stress to how your child will do but remember you will work your way through it. Plus emotionally you will feel stronger back on home soil and this will give you more strength to help your child settle back in. My wife's family are trying to paint a negative picture on us going back as they all live here in france (but nowhere near to where we are) and don't understand we have enough stress to sort everything out to return to the UK. They have been saying it will be too hard on the kids to move and are really trying emotional blackmail for us to stay here but for the past three years we have really tried here for work and fitting in but for me I know I cannot be happy here and we always agreed if this happened we would go back but her family cannot accept this.
The stress is so intense but and yes it feels like being punished for going to another country to try to make a new life. But you will be all the more stronger when everything is done and you are home. But there is a huge feeling of being in some sort of twilight zone at the minute it is a strange feeling and personally I think it is the stress of the situation that makes it feel this way, just want to feel like me again back Home where I belong. Good luck to you but I know your kids will be fine you know them better than anyone else so trust yourself that you are doing the right thing...
The stress is so intense but and yes it feels like being punished for going to another country to try to make a new life. But you will be all the more stronger when everything is done and you are home. But there is a huge feeling of being in some sort of twilight zone at the minute it is a strange feeling and personally I think it is the stress of the situation that makes it feel this way, just want to feel like me again back Home where I belong. Good luck to you but I know your kids will be fine you know them better than anyone else so trust yourself that you are doing the right thing...
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Re: Jitters
Teacher of my youngest has basically told me my son will struggle if he goes into appropriate age group in uk school. He is in term one in year 2 here in Australia and would be in term 3 in year 3 in the uk. Going to year 4 in September. She thinks he will not cope emotionally, socially, or academically.
Does anybody have experience of holding their child back a year? he has a July birthday so would not be that much older than his peers.
Does anybody have experience of holding their child back a year? he has a July birthday so would not be that much older than his peers.
Jumping from Term 1/Year2 to Term 3/Year 3, and going into Year 4 in September might be a challenge, in a new country with a different syllabus, but this isn't written in stone. It depends on how quickly your son can catch up, and he will get support, but letting him step back a year isn't a major issue at his age.
For most kids, being slightly older than the rest of the class is far easier than being significantly younger. Children start school at 6 - 7 in South Africa, and I've known several expats who came from the UK and insisted that their children join a class at their academic level, where the average age was 1 - 2 years older. A lot of schools are against this, but some parents insisted. It was fine at primary school, and the kids coped well - often coming close to the top of the class - but some of them ran into problems when they reached their teens and high school. Youngsters of 13, turning 14, often found themselves in a very different emotional and social space from the rest of their class who were 15 - 16.
Just take it easy, and it will sort itself out. All the best.
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The UK school year starts in September whereas the NZ/Australian is February of the following year - that is a massive difference. Yr2 to to Yr4 in a couple of months doesn't sound reasonable however bright your child. Ask the teacher to put the situation writing as the UK school may be ignorant re the difference in the school year timings.
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You need to argue your case with the UK school based on the difference in start time of the school years between the 2 countries. One of mine went back a year.
The UK school year starts in September whereas the NZ/Australian is February of the following year - that is a massive difference. Yr2 to to Yr4 in a couple of months doesn't sound reasonable however bright your child. Ask the teacher to put the situation writing as the UK school may be ignorant re the difference in the school year timings.
The UK school year starts in September whereas the NZ/Australian is February of the following year - that is a massive difference. Yr2 to to Yr4 in a couple of months doesn't sound reasonable however bright your child. Ask the teacher to put the situation writing as the UK school may be ignorant re the difference in the school year timings.
I know its easier said than done but try not to worry too much about this aspect, the vast majority of teachers (everywhere) really do want the best for their students, even if you can't get anything in writing I am sure that if you explain the concern expressed to you by his current teacher his new teacher will try to make his transition as stress free as possible.
Good luck, just keep ticking things off the list, it will all get done in the end and all this stress will be behind you.
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Can completely relate to your post Meg and Mog - and I haven't got kids and have yet to apply for work!
The packing is stressful - I think I've broken the back of mine now but just the process of sorting through stuff takes so much more time than one thinks it will (at least that has been my experience) - and, of course, the time taken to do it seems overly long when one has a ton of other stuff to do too.
Keep at it - you will get there (as I will I, I hope!). Like others have said, just focus on ticking things off your list - that way it's less overwhelming (I've found).
The packing is stressful - I think I've broken the back of mine now but just the process of sorting through stuff takes so much more time than one thinks it will (at least that has been my experience) - and, of course, the time taken to do it seems overly long when one has a ton of other stuff to do too.
Keep at it - you will get there (as I will I, I hope!). Like others have said, just focus on ticking things off your list - that way it's less overwhelming (I've found).
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I also found that making up a calendar has helped me. So many things to do and things that need to be done at specific times. I have it on my fridge and add to it when I think of things. All those little things like cancel cable and phone, electric, dog vets appts. Its really helped me clear out my mind an feel a bit more on top of things.
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It is completely normal what you are feeling. I am going through the same feelings. Just sold my house and will be moving back in May after being in the US for 18 years. I know its where I want to be but I still have my moments where I freak out and panic about what will happen when I get back. I expect that I will have many more freak outs before I go and probably many when I arrive in the UK. Sometimes I cant really believe I am doing this and it seems surreal. Every time I have one of my freak out moments I try to think about something great about moving back, like going in to town with my mum or being there to watch my niece and nephew grow up. this usually puts my mind at ease. It is very overwhelming with so many things to take care of too. Hang in there and just keeping thinking about your new life in the UK and all the great things you will be doing. If you want to vent feel free to PM me.
For the entire month before I made this move and for the two weeks after I got here, I had a tingling sensation down both arms and couldn't sleep well. It was extremely stressful! However, it is the only solution I could think of that would allow me to find work so I could save to go home to the UK. It is not a move I wanted to make by any means but it is one I HAD to make if I ever wanted to get back home.
I think the move to the UK will be less stressful now, since everything is already sold - you could say I am already uprooted. I am living temporarily with a friend here until I am gainfully employed at which point I will get my own place. I will furnish it with the minimum possible, though - just a bed and a sofa and the necessary kitchen items. I don't plan to be here more than a year at the very, very most but the end of the fall of this year is my goal.
I already have one great job in the works and it looks very hopeful! If it materializes, it will have all been worth the stress.
Sometimes we have to fight fire to achieve our goal.
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You need to argue your case with the UK school based on the difference in start time of the school years between the 2 countries. One of mine went back a year.
The UK school year starts in September whereas the NZ/Australian is February of the following year - that is a massive difference. Yr2 to to Yr4 in a couple of months doesn't sound reasonable however bright your child. Ask the teacher to put the situation writing as the UK school may be ignorant re the difference in the school year timings.
The UK school year starts in September whereas the NZ/Australian is February of the following year - that is a massive difference. Yr2 to to Yr4 in a couple of months doesn't sound reasonable however bright your child. Ask the teacher to put the situation writing as the UK school may be ignorant re the difference in the school year timings.
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Worst day today,wife resigned, advised school, house now half empty.....many thoughs......I think once you migrate your mind is always torn
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I think your right but depending on how long you have been away. A friend of mine was away for twelve years and it is only now after being back home for three years that he is feeling comfortable about being back, but 12 years is a long time to be away a lot changes but I think for those of us who have not been away too long the readjustment period may be a bit better. I think those of us who have expatriated it is a weird in limbo experience to live in, some days I regret ever leaving in the first place then if I had stayed I would of always wondered. I dunno maybe I'm just talkin nonsense....aghh it would have been so much easier if I had just been able to settle here!
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I have been there myself, I felt worse (and we all wanted to go back home) than the rest of my family, I cried(secretly) when I sold my chesterfield (to a lovely family though) I looked around our rental after our furniture left and cried.....again (secretly again lol) felt sad at saying goodbye to things and places I enjoyed (that's human nature), yes for me that part was hard (I felt the same way when we left the UK for Aus) but I had to look at the bigger picture and since then life has been good for our family and quite rich as we have also done and seen things we dreamed about doing while in Aus and for us it's just really made us feel that fulfilled. Try to look at it that your going forward and starting afresh and you have to do what your doing now to get there. Good luck
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I think your right but depending on how long you have been away. A friend of mine was away for twelve years and it is only now after being back home for three years that he is feeling comfortable about being back, but 12 years is a long time to be away a lot changes but I think for those of us who have not been away too long the readjustment period may be a bit better. I think those of us who have expatriated it is a weird in limbo experience to live in, some days I regret ever leaving in the first place then if I had stayed I would of always wondered. I dunno maybe I'm just talkin nonsense....aghh it would have been so much easier if I had just been able to settle here!
I think a lot of expats feel that way, I/we have come back home that little bit wiser and appreciative of certain things and that bit more confident.
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Hi thought I would take 10 mins break from the drudgery of sorting and chucking things out.
Myself and the kids fly in 3 weeks time and the weeks are flying by in a blur.
Sorted a container given up on a 20 ft and will have to take a 40 ft but it won't be full !
Have got a job interview lined up 3 days after we land.
Have got 40 hours of night shift left to work over the weekend and then that's me finished, it's all very scary.
Have about 6 different lists on the go and still waking in the middle of the night to add more.
The whole moving across the world thing is very stressful and almost every hour making note to self never to do it again!
I am trying to think forward to when I am settled with my family again.
Will stop rambling now, am just thankful that there are others out there that understand and have been supportive and listened to my woes.
Myself and the kids fly in 3 weeks time and the weeks are flying by in a blur.
Sorted a container given up on a 20 ft and will have to take a 40 ft but it won't be full !
Have got a job interview lined up 3 days after we land.
Have got 40 hours of night shift left to work over the weekend and then that's me finished, it's all very scary.
Have about 6 different lists on the go and still waking in the middle of the night to add more.
The whole moving across the world thing is very stressful and almost every hour making note to self never to do it again!
I am trying to think forward to when I am settled with my family again.
Will stop rambling now, am just thankful that there are others out there that understand and have been supportive and listened to my woes.