Even Though...
 

Even though, my plans have crumbled to dust....

Even though i have no job because of ridiculous beaurocracy...

Even though my daughters has split from her partner 2 months after having a baby...

Even though my other daughters baby has foot deformities and her operations have been unsuccessful and she is having to switch to a hospital 55miles away

Even though i am homeless...

Even though my husbands visa application is driving me potty...

Even though i miss my man so much it hurts....

And...even though it's raining...

I still love being home in England

I feel like i wanna cry as the stress is too much right now, but i am still glad i came home. I just wish i could see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I was hoping by writing this down and senidng it of into cyber space it might cheer me up.

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(((HUGS))) You'll see that light, just keep a positive attitude and the rest will fall into place. Things happen for a reason. :thumbsup:

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good for you and keep strong, this time will pass, nothing lasts forever :)

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thanks guys.

I'm just feeeling pretty sorry for myself this evening. I cant really talk to my daugthers about things as they have both got a lot of problems on their plate which means i need to be strong and positive for them. Its quite hard when you got your own issues to deal with on the quiet.
I'll get over myself shortly.

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and don't i just know that to be the truth!!

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Oh gawwwd... shall we go get a bottle of plonk and get slaughtered together? :p

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Big hugs FFF

Having read some of your previous posts I know you are a strong woman, and you will get through this. Thinking of you and sending love. xxx

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i'll be over in a few days if you can hang on that long, it's just what i need believe you me :p

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hello billynomates....love your username, we had a thread going on just that topic a few months back :lol:

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I myself am beginning to have a little fear creep upon me with 13 day's left to go, stiff upper lip and all that mate, thing's will change, just takes a little time :)

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Hi TruBrit.... thanks i'm so glad I found this site good to find some like minded souls! xx

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soooo tell us more...where are you located?

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The middle of nowhere lol! I'm in NZ just counting down the days until my trip back to the UK to visit some friendly faces. (My darling daughter- and parents) damn gotta go my folks are pinging me on webcam hope to speak with you soon bye for now xx

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enjoy your trip!

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Billy you will have to change your name as you got several new mates on here :thumbup:

Vic.. didnt realise your time was so near. Keep me posted. Hope it all goes smoothly.

TB.. would love a drink.... or 10 lol Give me a holler if you are free. No dramas if you cant. I log in most days to talk to hubby in Aus so will get messages.

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Good thing's never come easy, but as you say it's home and thats where I need to be :)

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Hi there Flea

Big hugs to you mate - that was a list and a half!!!
You know it'll all be fine in time - doesnt help with the stress of everything going on for you right now though.
Hang in there nad just wanted to send biggus love
take care of yourself
T
xxxxx

Best of luck Britvic with it all

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Your daughters' troubles would have happened irrespective of where you are. You could have lost your job if you stayed put. The visa stuff is really simple once you get your head 'round it. You *will* find a home. You do have an umbrella. And the sex will be magic when your man comes home! :)

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Blessyou me darlin :)

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Blimey, can't believe you're going in a couple of weeks. That seems to have flown by...though i guess it would've dragged for you.

All the best for your return home. Really hope it all works out good for you. :thumbsup:

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Thankyou very much :) Sorry FFFF didn't mean to Hijack your thread :o

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The very best of luck to you moving back, Britvic. I look forward to the update in a few weeks:)

Flea - when we are in Oz, we all say "same sh@t, shiner bucket" of the place....So we know that coming back theres still sh@t!!!
BUT this time its sh@t you can do more about - you can visit the people you care/worry about. You have the families warmth and love around you:)
You are in a place where you can be proactive.
You're doing so well reminding yourself of this for when its "one of those days" and I reckon its gonna work out just fine for you!
You deserve it:)
Chrissy

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about time to start your leaving thread ;)

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It's getting here fast I must say :eek: :thumbsup:

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Thankyou Hon :) I'm feeling the love here people :o :wub:

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Bigs hugs to FFFF you'll get thru it your a strong woman:D

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Thanx Chrissy. As always you are so right :) Feeling a lot better today.
I threw caution to the wind and splashed out on a whole new hairdo. Cut and highlights. Why is it something that simple makes us girls feel so much better no matter whats going on? :D

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I think we are a lovely bunch of people in this forum. So, we have the odd idiot pop in now and again, but i feel theres a real kinship between most of us as we really know how much each other are hurting or suffering with worries and emotions.

Hoorah for all of us and a big thanx to all of you for making me feel better :thumbsup:

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Even though i don't know you and we are all cyber friends...you deserve a great big (((((((( HUG )))))))

keep strong......keep postive :)

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I'm so pleased you feel better today :) and of course a new hair do does wonder's :thumbup:

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Have Hope...for with Hope you can achieve anything....and as for the rain..it stops most days :)