Goldfish14

kinda wingin life atm. The plan for life was supposed to be in London after marriage in March last year, as I’m born and raised there and never envisioned living anywhere else ... COVID has thrown a massive spanner in the works. Waited 6-ish months to get the UK spouse visa to be accepted, whilst being stuck in a non-secular under-developed, under-serviced, unsafe country for over a year, as COVID made processes longer, whilst also causing countries to resume/halt travelling.

this, and other things, put immense pressure on my marriage.

as the UK is still unsafe and not taking flights in, we’ve not been able to avail the UK spouse visa granted in December, and other issues eg my vindictive mother, makes the uk unavailable to us

Suicide has been a thought for several months..

decided on TRYING to escape to Dubai...

Dubai visa got rejected because UAE weren’t understanding my Pakistani passport holding husband had married a British National and didn’t hold a BRP nor I a Pakistani passport. Then they were rejecting visas for men... so we decided not to apply for our visas together. He applied on his own, whilst I travelled with the hope I would be granted mine upon entry to Dubai... luckily, this happened.