why bother
Jan 25th 2007, 1:52 pm
#64
Forum Regular
Joined: Mar 2006
Location: Suburbia, WA
Posts: 162
Re: why bother
I just wanted to send you some hugs. I know how you feel - I've just had a baby and I'm not feeling too hot myself. ((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))
Jan 25th 2007, 4:20 pm
#65
Here at last!
Joined: Jan 2007
Location: Perth
Posts: 1,635
Re: why bother
This is probably going to turn into a long winded rant of self pity so look away now if your easily annoyed.
I have just spent the last hour sat on my bed crying my eyes out (I'm 27 for christs sake not 14)
Moving to Perth was the best thing I ever did my son is doing well at school hubby is happy and i got preggers after years of trying and I'm happy(most of the time). Yes it is hard to settle and it took me a while. I've made friends.
Today just 1 little thing was enough to tip me over the edge and think why did i leave my happy cosey little life.
Yes I have post natal depression so i admit i'm more sensitive at the mo and I've allways blown mountins out of molehills according to most people who've known me a long time.
The ladies who post on here will understand. Do you remember being a teenager at school and how nasty girls could be to each other and how easily people were dropped as friends cos perhaps you wern't cool enough well believe me it happens as an adult too and when it happens, when you allready feel like shit it can really ****ing hurt.
The one person i really want is steve and he's away
Thankyou for having the patience to read this. I know I will get reples saying grow up, but hey this is the net and everyone has right to say what they want
I have just spent the last hour sat on my bed crying my eyes out (I'm 27 for christs sake not 14)
Moving to Perth was the best thing I ever did my son is doing well at school hubby is happy and i got preggers after years of trying and I'm happy(most of the time). Yes it is hard to settle and it took me a while. I've made friends.
Today just 1 little thing was enough to tip me over the edge and think why did i leave my happy cosey little life.
Yes I have post natal depression so i admit i'm more sensitive at the mo and I've allways blown mountins out of molehills according to most people who've known me a long time.
The ladies who post on here will understand. Do you remember being a teenager at school and how nasty girls could be to each other and how easily people were dropped as friends cos perhaps you wern't cool enough well believe me it happens as an adult too and when it happens, when you allready feel like shit it can really ****ing hurt.
The one person i really want is steve and he's away
Thankyou for having the patience to read this. I know I will get reples saying grow up, but hey this is the net and everyone has right to say what they want
I know things can seem worse than they actually are when you have PND. Look at it this way, at least you are living the dream and some of us want that so much right now. Now tell us all about that beautifull little un of yours?
OH and I have been trying for around 3 years now for baby number 2...now we are waiting for our visa I am hoping that it doesnt happen, even though in the scheme of things the visa is not as important. We have been waiting a long time for it and now hopefully things will turn out right. Same as for you. If you need a chat I am online way too often anyway!!
Take care, go outside take a deep breath of that lovely fresh warm air and look at the fabulous sunset........
Jan 27th 2007, 12:56 am
#66
A former regular of BE
Joined: Oct 2004
Location: Carramar, Perth
Posts: 6,241
Jan 27th 2007, 1:18 am
#67
Gutter Gob!!
Joined: Feb 2005
Location: Perth
Posts: 13,098
Re: why bother
I know now why I keep myself to myself, no body can upset me then.
