I want to go home
#61
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by 232Bar
Frankly it amazes me how some people get through life! Maybe she's read all the posts and now feel so overwhelmed with love and help she's having a wonderful time here now.
#62
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by moneypen20
And hey, here's a thought, maybe she is someone else just trying to start an argument which doesn't appear to have happened. Sometimes, you guys are just too nice for your own good
#63
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by 232Bar
People don't do that on here do they??? - surely not!!!
#64
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by moneypen20
Don't think it happens very often, I'm quite new here myself
#65
Ocean Reef
Joined: Aug 2004
Location: Landed in Perth July'06 & now freezing in Melbourne! Brisbane Bound soon and lovin it everyday!
Posts: 164
Re: I want to go home
Hey listen...hang in there. My brother in law had the same thoughts....but gave it another 6 months, but was dead set on going back to UK, but after a while he realised he wanted to stay and started to give it a chance. What have you got to loose if you stay. Most people should give it 2 years...it may sound a long time, but it will go fast. How about joining a gym, social club etc to get with the beat a little, make some friends and have some people to talk to about everything. We are moving there in July'06 and I am expecting to feel the same way, but I have told myself that I am going to hang in there and give it a chance. It takes time to adjust...keep smiling...and think of us frozen sods here in soggy england wishing for 1 hour of sunshine!!!
Originally Posted by scared
I know we 've been here under 3 weeks and that's just not lnog enought I know to give the country a go. We planned for this to be our new life but I'm finding things just too hard. My partner loves it here and is so interested in his job. I've also got a teaching job starting in a couple of weeks. The animals are in quaratine for a couple of weeks. I know I should give it a go but I'm just so unhappy and have lost all of my confidence I just don't know what to do anymore. My partner says I would be walking out on him but it's not that. I love him so much I just can't do the Australia thing but didn't realise this really till I got here. The only way I can stay is if I think I'm going home at the end of the year. How do we go about shipping pets back to the UK - they have pet passports but no rabies vaccinations as that was not a requirement for Australia. Advice and help needed please. :scared:
#66
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by luchi
Hey listen...hang in there. My brother in law had the same thoughts....but gave it another 6 months, but was dead set on going back to UK, but after a while he realised he wanted to stay and started to give it a chance. What have you got to loose if you stay. Most people should give it 2 years...it may sound a long time, but it will go fast. How about joining a gym, social club etc to get with the beat a little, make some friends and have some people to talk to about everything. We are moving there in July'06 and I am expecting to feel the same way, but I have told myself that I am going to hang in there and give it a chance. It takes time to adjust...keep smiling...and think of us frozen sods here in soggy england wishing for 1 hour of sunshine!!!
#67
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by 232Bar
Frankly it amazes me how some people get through life! Maybe she's read all the posts and now feel so overwhelmed with love and help she's having a wonderful time here now.
#68
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by scared
I know we 've been here under 3 weeks and that's just not lnog enought I know to give the country a go. We planned for this to be our new life but I'm finding things just too hard. My partner loves it here and is so interested in his job. I've also got a teaching job starting in a couple of weeks. The animals are in quaratine for a couple of weeks. I know I should give it a go but I'm just so unhappy and have lost all of my confidence I just don't know what to do anymore. My partner says I would be walking out on him but it's not that. I love him so much I just can't do the Australia thing but didn't realise this really till I got here. The only way I can stay is if I think I'm going home at the end of the year. How do we go about shipping pets back to the UK - they have pet passports but no rabies vaccinations as that was not a requirement for Australia. Advice and help needed please. :scared:
Hi
Can you just tell us whereabouts in Oz you are? Maybe we could arrange a meet up sometimes it helps to talk to others in a similar situ
K
#70
Forum Regular
Joined: Feb 2005
Location: Merseyside
Posts: 106
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by TruBrit
I can relate to all your feelings...I've done 4yrs in the USA and still feel the same.....good luck hopefully when you start work you'll meet some people and that will help you settle in
#71
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Joined: Dec 2005
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Re: I want to go home
Thanks for all of the advice....I am still reading through some of them. The panic attacks and fear are real...I'm in Melbourne so if anyone would like to meet up with me who has been through this them PM me....
#72
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Joined: Jul 2005
Posts: 15,019
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by deborah mccarthy
Why are you still there if you feel that way? What keeps you there?
My husband...they broke the mould when he was born...I've not given in yet..still trying to meet people in this metropolis, I'm a little down to say the least but certainly not out. Where in Merseyside are you? I was born in Liverpool
#73
Joined: Feb 2005
Posts: 629
Re: I want to go home
I've adapted a previous post here Scared. This touches on an issue that is often ignored - the trauma of loss.
When I arrived here, I HATED it. Seriously, I really couldn't stand it. In fact - I felt like that from the moment I got to the airport at Manchester. We arrived in Sydney in October 2003 and I thought I had made the biggest mistake in my life. I was with my beloved wife but felt completely alone. I'd been here before but it felt completely foreign. I was desperate and after a few weeks felt I was breaking down. I certainly wasn't coping. I took 2 weeks off work, which helped. I also took anti-depressants, which relieved the symptoms. I also has some therapy which was probably long overdue but brought into the fore by the homesickness. We'd been here before but a holiday is no indicator of how one will cope. In fact it is very misleading.
I had major depression for the first 4 months, then it changed considerably - due to a combination of 'time', talking about it, and therapeutic interventions. Now I've been here over two years and have enjoyed the majority of my time here.
Think of homesickness as grief. You are mourning a loss. Unlike bereavement, there seems to be a solution that will fix the feelings - to go home. But to go home now, unfortunately, would almost certainly replace grief with regret.
It is good to have a review date - perhaps 6 months. But you may feel that even 6 months is too long. Still, try it. I found I had to live one day at a time. I had to do something for myself every day that was positive. I phoned home every day for a chat - but then I cope with things by communicating. Some people isolate instead. You will engage in lots of negotiation with your partner over this issue. Maybe negotiate a 6 or 9 months review date. If you are hanging in there, then look at 12 months review, then 18. Formally plan them and have them. Maybe even write the pros and cons on paper at the time - this issue can seem so complex that it is impossible to keep all the issues in your head at once - like choosing a mobile phone plan...
Please do not think "This is it forever now". This is a disastrous error of thinking. Maybe it will only be for six months, a year, maybe two, maybe five or ten or forever. Who knows. But for now, try to get through each day as it comes, one day at a time, and approach life on life's terms. If it were up to me, my courage would have failed me on day one. If my wife had not talked to me and been there for me, I would have got back on a plane to the UK ANYTIME in the first 4 months. Then it changed.
Most importantly, ensure that you listen to each other and empathise with each other. Work with the process. I personally have found that the three most difficult situations of my life (immigration was one of them, but the least painful by some way) resulted in the most growth in me as a person.
You won't feel it now. BUT if you stick around a while, the feeling of being comfortable in your environment will return. You will gain a new perspective and will feel that you have made an enormous accomplishment in life. You will gain a new inner strength, knowing that you can face the challenges that life throws at you, and the feelings they evoke. You will gain new friends. You will keep your old friends. Your family will love you all the same. And you will, for however long, enjoy a new way of life.
Your feelings of sadness and homesickness will begin to disappear. Not immediately, but over the coming months. If you return right now, you will be left, I fear, with a very bitter taste of defeat and may well look back in regret at not having given it a fair go. Or rather not having faced up to challenging feelings.
(By the way, we are now planning to leave in April - 2.5 years after arriving. We've loved living here mostly, and are well over that homesickness! But on balance, we just prefer the UK [south coast] / Europe. For us there are also career, logistical, travel, social and some family reasons that make the UK a better option. The Australia package just isn't enough to keep us here permanently. All the same, given the chance again, I would do it all the same. By fighting those feelings that you describe we are now returning with an Aussie baby, a new qualification and career for my wife, dual citizenship, new experiences, new friends, and broader horizons.)
When I arrived here, I HATED it. Seriously, I really couldn't stand it. In fact - I felt like that from the moment I got to the airport at Manchester. We arrived in Sydney in October 2003 and I thought I had made the biggest mistake in my life. I was with my beloved wife but felt completely alone. I'd been here before but it felt completely foreign. I was desperate and after a few weeks felt I was breaking down. I certainly wasn't coping. I took 2 weeks off work, which helped. I also took anti-depressants, which relieved the symptoms. I also has some therapy which was probably long overdue but brought into the fore by the homesickness. We'd been here before but a holiday is no indicator of how one will cope. In fact it is very misleading.
I had major depression for the first 4 months, then it changed considerably - due to a combination of 'time', talking about it, and therapeutic interventions. Now I've been here over two years and have enjoyed the majority of my time here.
Think of homesickness as grief. You are mourning a loss. Unlike bereavement, there seems to be a solution that will fix the feelings - to go home. But to go home now, unfortunately, would almost certainly replace grief with regret.
It is good to have a review date - perhaps 6 months. But you may feel that even 6 months is too long. Still, try it. I found I had to live one day at a time. I had to do something for myself every day that was positive. I phoned home every day for a chat - but then I cope with things by communicating. Some people isolate instead. You will engage in lots of negotiation with your partner over this issue. Maybe negotiate a 6 or 9 months review date. If you are hanging in there, then look at 12 months review, then 18. Formally plan them and have them. Maybe even write the pros and cons on paper at the time - this issue can seem so complex that it is impossible to keep all the issues in your head at once - like choosing a mobile phone plan...
Please do not think "This is it forever now". This is a disastrous error of thinking. Maybe it will only be for six months, a year, maybe two, maybe five or ten or forever. Who knows. But for now, try to get through each day as it comes, one day at a time, and approach life on life's terms. If it were up to me, my courage would have failed me on day one. If my wife had not talked to me and been there for me, I would have got back on a plane to the UK ANYTIME in the first 4 months. Then it changed.
Most importantly, ensure that you listen to each other and empathise with each other. Work with the process. I personally have found that the three most difficult situations of my life (immigration was one of them, but the least painful by some way) resulted in the most growth in me as a person.
You won't feel it now. BUT if you stick around a while, the feeling of being comfortable in your environment will return. You will gain a new perspective and will feel that you have made an enormous accomplishment in life. You will gain a new inner strength, knowing that you can face the challenges that life throws at you, and the feelings they evoke. You will gain new friends. You will keep your old friends. Your family will love you all the same. And you will, for however long, enjoy a new way of life.
Your feelings of sadness and homesickness will begin to disappear. Not immediately, but over the coming months. If you return right now, you will be left, I fear, with a very bitter taste of defeat and may well look back in regret at not having given it a fair go. Or rather not having faced up to challenging feelings.
(By the way, we are now planning to leave in April - 2.5 years after arriving. We've loved living here mostly, and are well over that homesickness! But on balance, we just prefer the UK [south coast] / Europe. For us there are also career, logistical, travel, social and some family reasons that make the UK a better option. The Australia package just isn't enough to keep us here permanently. All the same, given the chance again, I would do it all the same. By fighting those feelings that you describe we are now returning with an Aussie baby, a new qualification and career for my wife, dual citizenship, new experiences, new friends, and broader horizons.)
#74
Joined: Feb 2005
Posts: 629
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by Bella Donna
There are loads of alternative remedies out there that can help you without resorting to drugs - Bach Flower remedies spring to mind as being both safe and effective without dulling the senses. Mimulus is the remedy for fear of known things, with Rock Rose for terror. Wild Oat figures for uncertainty over your future path, Walnut is effective for periods of change and helping adjustment, and Star of Bethlehem is excellent for shock - for whatever reason. Have a look at this to guide you - http://www.bachcentre.com/centre/remedies.htm. Ultimately, Rescue Remedy rarely fails to help anyone, but it's a more generalised remedy and you may get better results deciding for yourself.
If feelings of panic threaten to get the better of you, try putting a couple of drops of lavender oil on your pillow at night, or on a tissue in your pocket. Roman chamomile also works well for panic and anxiety, and frankincense essential oil is useful for calming, especially if blended with orange (in my experience). Geranium is a very balancing oil in general, and Ylang Ylang is excellent for panic attacks - although rather on the sweet side. Essential oil of sweet marjoram works well on the parasympathetic nervous system and would help you relax and repair while you sleep.
Homoeopathic aconite is excellent for feelings of panic and terror, but a homoeopath would individualise treatment based on your total symptom picture. Aconite can be useful to tide you over and keep you sane!
There are other alternative practitioners here who would have more knowledge of other drug-free ways to help so hopefully you will get more information there too.
Many alternative remedies are really faith medicine with no clinically proven efficacy outside the placebo effect for conditions tested under well controlled double-blind studies - including Flower Remedies, homeopathy, aromatherapy.
Last edited by ShozInOz; Jan 17th 2006 at 2:57 am.
#75
Joined: Jul 2005
Posts: 1,347
Re: I want to go home
Originally Posted by 232Bar
Frankly it amazes me how some people get through life! Maybe she's read all the posts and now feel so overwhelmed with love and help she's having a wonderful time here now.
Know what? You're a cynic....