Posted on Thu 24 April 2008 at 02:58The reality is: life sucks eh?
It’s like sucking shit through a sweaty sock: it sucks big time and there is no end to it.
So I’m down here on my own and trying to live the life… But life has that fantastic way of setting you up and then bringing you down. I have tried so hard to enjoy life here. I enjoy work, I have some damned good friends here but life still sucks, eh?
Tell me about it……..
I have had several calls and texts asking if I am OK. Sorry people, didn't mean to frighten you. Fed up with organising, done some long shifts recently, nearly got stabbed in the face with a biro by an irate patient. So, not suicidal in the slightest, just a bit fed up. I love being here and can't imagine being anywhere else but I hate winter and we seem to have jumped over autumn and straight into winter here.
On the bright side, I had to go and buy some new jerseys - and I found the most beautiful black polo neck in a feathery type wool - and it's a size 8!!