Tuesday, September 27, 2005 - Fag free zone..
No cigs for three weeks..
Can't quite believe I've done it...
Hasn't really been that bad, had one or two 'moments' when I would have gladly traded my children for just one drag but haven't had one of those for days..
I do still forget though and especially after finishing a meal I sometimes think "right I'll have a cig now" not because I crave one but out of habit..as the saying goes 'old habits die hard'
Have to say I do feel so much better health wise, I can actually breathe in a morning and I feel so much more awake, luckily this time I haven't had that awful 'given up smoking' cough..
I do intend this time, that it will be forever, thats still a hard thing to accept, that I won't ever smoke another cig in my life but I want to have a life, hence the giving up..
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