Should I be nervous? everyone keeps asking me if im nervous and im not - not even a little bit, im excited but not at all nervous - why would I be ? I have nothing to lose at all, as long as I have my kiddies and Conor with me its all I need.

I remember going through the same thing with my wedding, I didnt feel any nerves at all not even on the morning, maybe it is confidence in what I am doing, even if it doenst work out, its been an adventure, nothing lost (except a few thousand pound *gulp*)

Have been looking at houses again, its fab to look at them knowing we have our visa and within 6 weeks we will be there. I would like the next 3 weeks to fly by cause im just sitting waiting for our trip to Ireland.

7 more school run days wahooo.