I checked my e-cas as usual on Monday and after months of stating "In Process" it has changed!!!!!!!!!

It now says" DECISION MADE", but of course it doesn't say what that decision is.

Now I have to wait for any letter sent (if they have sent it yet) to get all the way to Vancouver to my lawyer before I get to know what the answer is.It takes about a week for the letter to arrive after posting.

I am now in a highly anxious state.

On the one hand relieved because this whole thing is drawing to a close (one way or the other) but on the other what if the decision is a rejection letter. After so much time, energy and expectation over the last 2 years it will be difficult to accept.

Part of me says I should stop worrying. The meds were fine, police checks fine so what can they possible object to, but on the other hand until they yes, they could still say NO!

Anyway one way or another I will know soon.