Well, after yet another night worrying about how I am going to say goodbye to my Granny without actually saying goodbye she was unwell again today so we didn't see her.  She's hoping to get over to my Mum's next week so we'll try again then.  Of course, that's just a week before we leave so she'll know it's goodbye then.  Thinking about it, that's actually going to be easier (on me anyway) as I can actually say goodbye properly.