| Last night I fully expected a rough night, but I didn't have one twinge all night. I awoke later on in the morning to head downstairs and find my home spotless, the girls ready for the day and in a good mood! It was shocking! I felt so elated! Steve and I got ready as the girls waited patiently. All we had to worry about was putting them in the car. We dropped Moons off at her new school and she took the new environment very well. She seemed quite happy and excited. After I went on to drop Steve at work, I telephoned the uni to be told I HAD been accepted onto the degree course! I was so happy I cried. I got home to find the Nanny had started washing clothes, vacuuming, and generally doing a bloody good job! Later when I collected Moons, I was told by the teachers that she had just slotted right in. She'd been happy and friendly all day. She was good when I collected, excitedly telling me about her day. When I got home the Nanny asked me what she should prepare for their dinner. I found it so incredible not to have to think about it!! Its so weird being back in this position, I can't find function my brain to plan things knowing I've not got to worry about nap time and nappy changes! The Nanny is such a nice girl, we have a lot in common and I love her honesty and ease I can speak to her. The girls love her! She's really patient with them and seems to know how to connect with them. It just feels like things are starting to fall into place. I even had an email from the agency that had arranged the other woman that I really liked, she's changed her plans to arrive in NZ at a moments notice! Incredible! Steve says not to get too happy and complacement, things have a habit of turning very rapidly. But at this moment in time, I am genuinely very happy. I can't believe I can finally live out my goal to further my education in something I've always wanted to. My girls are happy and we have this wonderful Nanny. YAY! |