| Things have shifted a lot since my last entry. Steve and I sat down and had a good chat about life in general and where we were headed. It really cleared the air. You know we've always been planning and once we got sorted here, everything kind of stopped. But with the stresses going on, we'd both been feeling really quite trapped. We've decided that despite finding our dream home, we're still keen to move again in a year. So we might well be heading to Aussie late next year. We'll see where we are at that stage. The job is still very draining for me. I'm doing very well, but I am so tired at the end of the day. The atmosphere is unreal. My colleague was also reduced to tears yesterday. I am astounded at the way that people talk to each other. I wish we had more of team of enivornment. But it feels much easier knowing that we have a plan now. Our world feels big and open to possibility again. I just love that Steve and I are back working as a team again. He's my best friend and the first person I turn to when the chips are down. I don't ever want to feel like he's a stranger to me again. |