You know a situation is bad when you find yourself crying to sleep, my head hurt so much I fell asleep at 9pm curled up like a baby. The situation at work has hit fever point now. I feel so drained and looking in the mirror at myself this morning was shocking. I look so drawn out and I can see the stress and worry in my face.
This isn't me, I feel I've been taken over by an emotional wreck. I'm not going to hide this entry away like I have been doing with the other entries I want it out there for everyone to see! I'm been treated so horribly by the Supervisor at work that I've come to the point that I'm a complete heap of crying mess!
All I do is go into work, put in a good hard graft and try to have fun doing it. The moment I walk through the door all smiles it seems as though he wants to see how long it takes for him to grind me down and wipe the smile right off my face.
My manager was talking to me yesterday and I broke down in tears on the shop floor, bless him he looked so concerned. I had to go out the back and calm myself down. He later asked me if it was work related or personal and I informed him it was work. I'm hoping he's as understanding as I have always believed because we are going to be having words about the situation. I just don't see how any of this is going to be for the better, I don't want the person to be sacked. Maybe he needs some sort of training on how to deal with people.
Anyway, I can't type much more as it just leaves me feeling sick, I have the mother of all head aches and going to work is the last thing I need.
I haven't brought any of this on myself and I never asked for it.
Why any human being would want to upset another for no reason at all goes right over my head. | 